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About Me
Name: Choo Teck Peng Nick: Apple Gender: Male DOB: 01/02/1986 Horoscope: Aquarius Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much... Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com Camp: Hendon Camp Course: Weapon
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
at the beginning for my dear... lol... this is just the beginning... we still have a long way to go... but let walk down this road together... keeping going coz it will be a wonderful journey... =p - apple was bored @ 7:53 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Monday, September 21, 2009
I am going to say some emotional stuff... Loving u have brought me a purpose in my life... Okie... not that before that i dun have a aim, and living my life meaninglessly... just that... Very fortunate to have you in my life Eventhough we have barely known each other though this 3 short months Since when i am not sure... Unknowingly, i began to like u, and eventually love u You have become part of me, part of my life Unable to control my feeling toward you Nevertheless, i told myself to take it slow... understanding come first... ... Whatever there is for us in our life In time of happiness, sorrow, anger and watever i can't think of... (its not funny... =p) Let share our feeling and thoughts... Let enjoy, endure, tolerate and live it through together... To me, u are my princess... Hopefully, i am ur prince... If we were to be fated and destinated for each other, Suyun, will u be my gal fren? Though i ask u to take ur time to consider it, Every day, every minutues, every seconds, i hope u will suddenly say 'yes, i do' Making my dream come true... Perhaps the above is abit to exaggerating... haha... Tempting and sweet talking is part of the wat ppl in the beginning always do... You have taken away my heart away Only leaving a heartless me behind Understand y i am bad now? haha Talking to u over the phone... Overwhelming wif anxiety and yet sweet... Bringing you out to watch 2 movies at 1 go... Enjoyable and yet scary... Messaging every nite on MSN... You are the only 1... Give me a chance to love u As a boyfren... Loving u till the flower wither Forming our own family Raising up our kids Eventually... Next to each other... lie our tablets... T_T ? (coz we all dun noe what will happen next... that y it is a '?') Hard to write... is wat i thought at first... Actually, it is not that difficult after all... coz i am talented... no la... Having you as my motivation, make it really easy to find words to match... After i have finish the post... are u ready to give ur reply? hehe... - apple was bored @ 2:02 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
missing need no purpose... need no reason... need no timing... just simply missing u even though u are never missing from my heart... - apple was bored @ 7:34 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Sunday, September 13, 2009
before or after the following in red supposingly is the last paragragh... coz i feel that prehaps i shouldn't waste ppl time... to make ppl read to the last then discover the main topic... back to the qns... whether i am influence or not... when is the start is the main issue... before ajisen gossip about us or after... i can say that i am looking forward to see u at that time... perhaps u are the only gal at that time... perhaps if there were two gals instead of one... i can give u an answer immediately just now coz it is definitely either 1... anyway after thinking so much... i feel that it is not the problem anymore... becoz now i have feeling for u... i can't lie that i have doubt at that moment... it a critical qns... and i noe how i reply it will have a drastical effect on how things will go... i can cover through it but... it not how i feel i should reply... i dun wanna lie... i really have doubt... let be frank... all the things i tell u is true... at least i believe it to be true... in other words, truth, is wat i am telling u... fact... and not story... now come another problem of sweet talk... which in my context is making things sound nice... which i feel have the element of making things sound fake... believe it or not is up to u to interpret... i am telling u wat i feel is truth... at least... i noe i wun regret saying it... just like i say regret telling wenda u are coming later coz it show that i took notice of u... i dun regret telling him if he is just teasing me and ends there... but regret telling him when he start 'helping' me by spreading wat i said... which i think have make thing complicated and embarrassing for u and i... after noeing u more becoz of what have happened... i feel that prehaps it is not so bad after all... since i managed to confess to u earlier... so call make things simpler... since u already noe i like u... or so i assume... but apparently u didn't believe it till i tell u it is true... it doesn't matter, it only a matter of time for u to noe it... i told u i need time... coz things is happening too fast... i noe i need time... then u might ask 'y tell me that u like me in the first place, then telling me u need time?' it is so hard to lie to the whole outlet that i have no feeling for u... perhaps i am being selfish to take the easy way out... i am sorry... but i rather hear the ppl teasing about wat actually happened and not gossiping... i feel that i should give u a 交待 about the incident... about whether it is true or not... still... things is happening too fast than i expected... hence i need the time... What make me like u? prehaps i have more feeling for ur watch more then u... but the watch really look good on u... perhaps i like ur tanned-skin more then u... prehaps u i like ur height... there is so many 'prehaps' that make me like u... when auntie mei ask me wat i like about u i dun noe how i answer her... coz i really dun noe y i like u... the feeling now is definitely stronger than before... a sensitive issue i am going to address on, i assume u are concern about ur weight... it is a very sensitive issue for all gals, again i assume, coz i believe it is true... now i am telling u are okie to me... have more confident in yourself... physical appearance is the first impression gals will have on guys... true enough... and it is vice versus... i am concerned about my first impression to gals as much as u... u are concern about fat i am concern about skinny... whether u are or not going to do anything about it u have my moral support... as long as u dun hurt urself... anyway u are already sensible to think for urself... i dare not use the words love... coz i noe i dun love u... if i love u, i noe i most likely will give up alot of things for u... my freedom, my lifestyle and many more i lazy to catagorize... coz my freedom is to be with u... my lifestyle is how to live with u... everythings is u... but i have not yet reach the stage... not seeing u will cause me to miss u definitely... but now between going out wif my fren or talk to u... i will choose my frens... watever it is... ur first impression to me have passed... wat making couple stay long together is more on the inside than the outside appearance... that y i need time to understand u... both my ex gal fren didn't last because of communication... or rather lack of communication... perhaps our lifestyle and the way we see things is too different... (not that we need to think alike to be together... but rather the ability to noe how ur other partner view problems or rather matter or issue... even if it is opposite from wat u feel is right...) but we are too young to think so far as to be in ppl shoe... that y i can't understand y my gf do things in that particular ways at that time... as much as she dun not about my style... this i assume... we were simply too young... i have learnt my lesson... i assume that feeling of liking is created when one person start thinking of another ppl... the more u think, the more u love... that y after writing so much or rather thinking so much about u as i write the feeling just get stronger... sweet talk again... but it really how i feel... i assume as u read ur feeling also increase... toward bad or toward good i dun noe... but prefer the later obviously... if anything i wrote is unclear or wish to noe more info pls tell me i will gladly answer u... but the answer might not be wat u expected... coz truth can be hurtful but i can promise i dun lie to u... and i really hope u will ask me questions... at least i have the chance to clarify things... (this is how this post is created... or rather most of my posts... i write as my thought flow... i hit a end or so call end, i read wat i have wrote... and try to add on and edit phrasing and sentence structure... then read again... process repeat itself till i feel okie... till i get sick of reading or writing again whichever come first... then i stop...) - apple was bored @ 3:15 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
unicorn gundam here is the gundam i bought... woo... *clap clap*...   it can transform between this two modes... as i was told... well... we shall see... anyway been pestering leslie to pass me back the model... haha... can't wait to start building... and now it is with me... if u thought i am building now u are wrong... coz i am typing now as u see... okie lame... the model need proper tools to cut and file so as not to damage and it will come out nice... zzz... so still need to wait till i have the tools zzz... okie patience is a virtue... at least i can see my toy face to face... ^_^... hi toy... i am going to cut u into pieces soon... wait for me k... wahaha... see u tml... - apple was bored @ 12:03 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Monday, September 07, 2009
memories just read some of my past posts... haha... so glad i blogged... though not very often... haiz... time have surely pass us by quietly... the events seemed to happen yesterday... memories was easy triggered from the blog... (somehow... my gammer and phrasing a bit weird today... can't seem to write properly) been through all kind of feeling... (lazy to write the feeling) and suddenly so emo... lol... low spirited... zzz... missing ms cloud... just missing... one day only and i start missing her... u didn't eat the mochi... prehaps too busy ba... (my guess is rite)... i also forget to tell u before lunch... so u can eat during lunch... and now u came online... ms cloud... just bought a gundam to fix... haha also dun noe wat make me go and buy it... so exp... told leslie to help me bring home... coz i going back work... lol... but now quite anxious for next sun to come... going to collect it from leslie... maybe fix together wif him... we got same taste so bought the same model... but he is going to spray it black he said... watever... i keeping mine as original... hmmm... when things come easy, ppl tend to take it for granted... that y things we work hard for have more value and we will cherish it... haha... wonder how long will i stay in ajisen... have thought about leaving quite alot of time... but have told myself it was just spur of emotion... need to think twice before regretting... hmmm... let talk about the kitchen members... steven... said to be a nice leader coz other leaders are not so easy going to their subordinate... to me his style is as long u can complete ur task properly he would disturb u... but i hope he would speak up more about wat he is not happy about... he like to talk to himself the secret or quite openly talk behind ppl back... reminded me of russell peter's father "somebody is going to get hurt real bad... somebody... i think u noe that person... but i am not going to tell u who... somebody"... haoze... man with the ability... but dun wan to use... or lazy to use... he can work fast... but he choose to slack if he can... trying to stay away from doing order... or perhaps he is training us? giving us more chance to get use to working in peak hour... i dunnoe... he do the purchasing... he make the sauces... he basically specialise in doing the behind stuff... mike... my so called master... learn alot from him... he is fast worker... and he prepare he stuff before hand so he would fumble during peak hour... still unable to learn this skill... i still got long way to go... i need to say the preparation is not for himself nia... but is the entire kitchen... meaning... everything needed to do business is prepared.... dun feel like writing anymore... coz cannot think properly... perhaps too tired... zzz... this is for u... ah wei... also a very detail guy... like mike... future leader to be... seriously... hmmm... everyday change his pant and shoe before and after work... and do put napkin or watever that thing is call into his hat... so give me an impression of clean guy... but when he do noodle, he floor is usually quite dirty... perhaps he sweep the 'leftover' to the floor? this is my guess... haoze quite piss off with it everytime... lol... and he sweep it clean for ah wei... funny... dun wanna write anymore... 12.31am - apple was bored @ 1:06 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Saturday, September 05, 2009
    saw this 2 cute children @ the roof top of vivo... not sure if u can see their boot... haha... apparently their parents came here prepared...  the cloud above sentosa... taken from inside 'one page' book store... it might seen a bit dark coz it taken from the inside... actually it is damn hot outside... though it rain in the morning...  watched 'the time traveller's wife'... (the content i shall not discuss... go read review or watch some trailer urself... ) the director have done well by making every parts or the movie interesting... in the sense that, from the start to the end it all interrelated so can't miss any parts of the movie... because henry the main lead time travelled time to time... expected it to make me wat to cry... but it did not... so minus pt... overall the movie is okie... it is more informative then dramatic... like telling a story... can't really feel to be inside the atmosphere... hmmm... good introduction and ending... 'u nv know when he will appear...' - apple was bored @ 11:06 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
commitment how much am i willing to commit myself into it, i ask myself? perhaps i am too used to be single... perhaps i have doubt in how much i am able to give up on my existing lifestyle... too used to have freedom... too used to be able to spend my time as i want it uninterupted... having another person into my life is not going to be easy for me to adjust... mentally and physically... though i noe it will come sooner or later... perhaps i am still not ready that y i have the doubt... still not ready to accept the changes in my life... is not about finding the rite gal... is just that i dun even have confidence to sustain a relationship, how am i going to have the right to be think about whether she is rite for me... to be judging other... to judge if she is the one for me... ppl say that it is okie to fail in relationship, at least u learnt somethings from it... ya true... then i suppose i should just love every gals i see till i find the right 1... zzzz... how many hearts u wan to break? how many ppl time u wan to waste? easy said than done... try and u might success... if u dun try, then u fail definitely... that y teachers always tell us shade at least something if we dun noe the correct ans during MCQ qns... hopefully we will hit lottery... zzz i am not young... though ppl nowaday normally marry at their late 20s... i also wan to have my own partner... i also wan to have my own family... someone to grow old wif... perhaps i am just afraid to fail hence afraid to start... i dun noe it myself... need more time to think it through... need more time to understand each other... more like need more time to be mentally prepare on my side... weighting the pro and con... solving if 1+1=2... perhaps i am just being perfectionist... wanting everything to go as plan... wanting my relationship to be smooth sailing... well mr apple... nothing is perfect... and not everything is up to ur control... thinking ar thinking... i am thinking too much again... being wif someone is sweet... and at times bitter... or sour from eating vinegar... though it can be spicy when we become salty together... at least it is better than being bland... having each taste in moderation along our life is wat making love so interesting... haha... this last paragraph have nothing to do wif the above post, i wrote it due to my overflowing talent... i just like playing wif words... leslie is going to belittle my ability again if he see this... but i doubt he would bother to read my post without ppl telling him to do so... meaning, read and dun tell him... perhaps i am thinking too much again... who bother about telling other ppl... zzz... i have contracted steven's self-talking virus... wa it is 3.30 am... zzz... slp... - apple was bored @ 3:12 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Thursday, September 03, 2009
My second off day the day ppl is working...   this is a doll in a arcade machine @ iluma... lol... dirty mouse wif a fly... morale of the story "clean ur mouth after eating"...  just took this for fun... think is cute...^_^     didn't noe that there are so many valentine days... now we have more reasons to celebrate... cheers...  pan pacific  marina sq  leslie's position 1  leslie's position 2  leslie's position 3  close up  191919 - apple was bored @ 12:03 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
when i was young... when i was young, i want to grow up and be an adult soon... becoz adult seemed to have so much freedom... able to sleep late, able to go out anytime, able to buy things they like... and so many other privileges... Now... i noe things isn't as simple... privileges comes with price tags on it... freedom is because ppl have nothing better to do that y so free... lol... sleeping late is because 24 hours is not enough to use... when i was young, i thought that cornflake and milk taste great together until i try it and i regret it... when i was young, i thought that gal used pad because they can't control their pee as good as boy because guy have 'something' more to stop the flow... when i was young, i love going to my fren house to play computer game... when i was young, my father used drive me to my grandmas' house every sunday... after my family of 4 have our breakfast together... roti prata, macdonald, mince meat noodle... when i was young, i loved chinese new year... coz got hong bao... and nice food... now chinese new year is just another festival on the calendar to me... when i was young, i dun dress up myself...(coz i dun wear dress... lol... lame...) everyday is a get-out-of-bed look... no comb hair... no fashion sense... love slipper coz hassle-free... slip and go... when i was young, schooling is a drag... waste of time... now i miss the time with my fren... when i was young, i love taking bus 88 in the morning... i am afraid to cross to the other half of the canteen... i admired... now i wonder... when i was young, i am one of the tallest in class... when i was young, i love walking back home... love to run around... when i was young, when i smile, my eyes are gone... lol... when i was young, i have best fren, gd fren, close fren, fren, not gd fren, enemy... fav colour, fav food, fav drink... etc. zzzzzzz... that all for now... going to sleep... blogging is not necessary aabout wat have i done today... but wat i have thought today... and about sharing... arbo y i blog... dotz... 2.20am... chiobu huh... not bad looking la... maybe in the past... - apple was bored @ 2:21 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
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