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About Me
Name: Choo Teck Peng Nick: Apple Gender: Male DOB: 01/02/1986 Horoscope: Aquarius Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much... Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com Camp: Hendon Camp Course: Weapon
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Sunday, September 13, 2009
before or after the following in red supposingly is the last paragragh... coz i feel that prehaps i shouldn't waste ppl time... to make ppl read to the last then discover the main topic... back to the qns... whether i am influence or not... when is the start is the main issue... before ajisen gossip about us or after... i can say that i am looking forward to see u at that time... perhaps u are the only gal at that time... perhaps if there were two gals instead of one... i can give u an answer immediately just now coz it is definitely either 1... anyway after thinking so much... i feel that it is not the problem anymore... becoz now i have feeling for u... i can't lie that i have doubt at that moment... it a critical qns... and i noe how i reply it will have a drastical effect on how things will go... i can cover through it but... it not how i feel i should reply... i dun wanna lie... i really have doubt... let be frank... all the things i tell u is true... at least i believe it to be true... in other words, truth, is wat i am telling u... fact... and not story... now come another problem of sweet talk... which in my context is making things sound nice... which i feel have the element of making things sound fake... believe it or not is up to u to interpret... i am telling u wat i feel is truth... at least... i noe i wun regret saying it... just like i say regret telling wenda u are coming later coz it show that i took notice of u... i dun regret telling him if he is just teasing me and ends there... but regret telling him when he start 'helping' me by spreading wat i said... which i think have make thing complicated and embarrassing for u and i... after noeing u more becoz of what have happened... i feel that prehaps it is not so bad after all... since i managed to confess to u earlier... so call make things simpler... since u already noe i like u... or so i assume... but apparently u didn't believe it till i tell u it is true... it doesn't matter, it only a matter of time for u to noe it... i told u i need time... coz things is happening too fast... i noe i need time... then u might ask 'y tell me that u like me in the first place, then telling me u need time?' it is so hard to lie to the whole outlet that i have no feeling for u... perhaps i am being selfish to take the easy way out... i am sorry... but i rather hear the ppl teasing about wat actually happened and not gossiping... i feel that i should give u a 交待 about the incident... about whether it is true or not... still... things is happening too fast than i expected... hence i need the time... What make me like u? prehaps i have more feeling for ur watch more then u... but the watch really look good on u... perhaps i like ur tanned-skin more then u... prehaps u i like ur height... there is so many 'prehaps' that make me like u... when auntie mei ask me wat i like about u i dun noe how i answer her... coz i really dun noe y i like u... the feeling now is definitely stronger than before... a sensitive issue i am going to address on, i assume u are concern about ur weight... it is a very sensitive issue for all gals, again i assume, coz i believe it is true... now i am telling u are okie to me... have more confident in yourself... physical appearance is the first impression gals will have on guys... true enough... and it is vice versus... i am concerned about my first impression to gals as much as u... u are concern about fat i am concern about skinny... whether u are or not going to do anything about it u have my moral support... as long as u dun hurt urself... anyway u are already sensible to think for urself... i dare not use the words love... coz i noe i dun love u... if i love u, i noe i most likely will give up alot of things for u... my freedom, my lifestyle and many more i lazy to catagorize... coz my freedom is to be with u... my lifestyle is how to live with u... everythings is u... but i have not yet reach the stage... not seeing u will cause me to miss u definitely... but now between going out wif my fren or talk to u... i will choose my frens... watever it is... ur first impression to me have passed... wat making couple stay long together is more on the inside than the outside appearance... that y i need time to understand u... both my ex gal fren didn't last because of communication... or rather lack of communication... perhaps our lifestyle and the way we see things is too different... (not that we need to think alike to be together... but rather the ability to noe how ur other partner view problems or rather matter or issue... even if it is opposite from wat u feel is right...) but we are too young to think so far as to be in ppl shoe... that y i can't understand y my gf do things in that particular ways at that time... as much as she dun not about my style... this i assume... we were simply too young... i have learnt my lesson... i assume that feeling of liking is created when one person start thinking of another ppl... the more u think, the more u love... that y after writing so much or rather thinking so much about u as i write the feeling just get stronger... sweet talk again... but it really how i feel... i assume as u read ur feeling also increase... toward bad or toward good i dun noe... but prefer the later obviously... if anything i wrote is unclear or wish to noe more info pls tell me i will gladly answer u... but the answer might not be wat u expected... coz truth can be hurtful but i can promise i dun lie to u... and i really hope u will ask me questions... at least i have the chance to clarify things... (this is how this post is created... or rather most of my posts... i write as my thought flow... i hit a end or so call end, i read wat i have wrote... and try to add on and edit phrasing and sentence structure... then read again... process repeat itself till i feel okie... till i get sick of reading or writing again whichever come first... then i stop...) - apple was bored @ 3:15 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
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