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About Me
Name: Choo Teck Peng Nick: Apple Gender: Male DOB: 01/02/1986 Horoscope: Aquarius Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much... Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com Camp: Hendon Camp Course: Weapon
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Friday, March 12, 2010
my life Where is my life? when is there in 24 hours is my life allocated. 6pm ~ 9pm? after 12am till sleep? off day? i off day, i go find u... u off day, i go find u... i finish work, i go find u... u finish work, i go find u... and cannot say i am lazy to go find u... though i can dun go find u... just not supposed to tell u the real reason (lazy ? or perhaps i just plan to have time for myself). Even so, i fetch u home willingly... so dun think too much... not as a duty or obligation... but because i really wan to see u... and every hour, min and sec with u is well spent and precious to me... as much as time playing dota... and doing my stuff... which is the bad side for u... perhaps i define things too clearly sometimes. How i spend my time in this case. When i am with u, my focus is u... when i am home, my focus is my computer... when i am at work, my focus is work. hence, i hate it when ppl call me when i am with u... as much as when i am working, ppl call me and make me do other work which should be done by themselves... stupid jammy... sorry but i really find it hard to multi-task... wat more is ppl say u love me more than i do... i dun noe how they judge it and i am still in doubt... it really hurt to hear ppl say i love u less than u... coz i wan to love u more... yes it is nice to be loved more... and it a blessing to be love by u... it hard to judge who love more coz there is no instrument or system to calculate it... but i dun see how u managed to do that more than me? it just makes me wonder how u did it... i wan to learn from u... at least show me some evidences powerful enough to let me swallow this subjective opinion of others... being truthful is also wrong... but i doubt u wan me to lie... i also not good at lieing anyway... truth hurts coz it not nice to hear... but i think it better than making ppl wonder whether how much i said is truth when i sound like lieing or actually lied... at least u will be able to trust every word i say... coz it is truth... not some simple sweettalk... this is not a complain. but how i feel about things are right now. still trying to multi-task. lastly, i am a aquarius... - apple was bored @ 2:12 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
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