About Me Name: Choo Teck Peng
Nick: Apple
Gender: Male
DOB: 01/02/1986
Horoscope: Aquarius
Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much...
Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com
Camp: Hendon Camp
Course: Weapon
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
just wanna blog...
been through NS for 1 year le... learned alot from instructors, peers and everyone... though sometime will wonder if it is a waste of time... and y am i going through this shit... lol... hmmm... it is a very interesting experience, able to do airborne... and many more... can't disclose too much...
well airborne is very fun... but damn troublesome... lol... but better than river-crossing nonetheless... damn irritating to wear wet clothing and move around... though have gotten use to it liao... either from prespiration or the rainy weather...
still hate mud... dirty sia... watever la...
love the shower in camp... though there is no heater... #$#@%$... but it mean u are clean and it refreshing... one of the five things to look forward in camp... 3 meals, 1 shower and 1 sleep... haha...
then when u start doing something, no pain no gain... do it once and for all... cause whether u like it or not u still have to go through it... u are not the first, and definitely not the last to go through it... %$@#%#@$... so many theories to motivate us our instructor come out with... but it really encourage u somehow or another... been there, done that... looking back is all memories... it have been hard going through the training... hmmm... is all in the mind... the challenge of ur mental strenght against ur physical... it about pushing ur limit...
haha... and my det mate will noe i curse and swear alot during these tough training... haha... and well thanks to their help and support i am able to be here... dun noe already been through how many times of wanna quit and post out of my unit... its not that i dun like being there... is that, not sure if really sure i wanna go through all these shit... whether if it is worth it or not... yes... at the end is satistifation in conquering wat u think is impossible... again and again... i noe i am improving... bit by bit... get strong mentally...
but really pain... pain is proof that i am fucking alive... i bleed and i breath the air... sweat like nobody business... dun noe how many times of nearly knockout... haha... but i also dun noe how i endure till now and still in one piece...
you will never noe wat we went through until you see it for urself... or rather go through it... and well, u can do it too... it all in the mind... it is just and series of mind games... either u conquer it or game over...
