About Me Name: Choo Teck Peng
Nick: Apple
Gender: Male
DOB: 01/02/1986
Horoscope: Aquarius
Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much...
Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com
Camp: Hendon Camp
Course: Weapon
Now playing - Close to You – Carpenters
Monday, January 15, 2007
blogging... or perhaps not...
i wan to blog... but perhaps... somethings are meant to be a secret...
giving myself a nite... just a nite to sort out my thought... not going to be weird anymore...
perhaps too soon... perhaps too late... perhaps... perhaps... perhaps shouldn't even try... coz the result is the same...
perhaps i am regretting... coz things is never the same again... perhaps i am not regretting... coz things was never meant to be the same... to me...
perhaps u understand... perhaps u dun understand... that thing to me is black or white... perhaps u should... don bother lor... coz it meant nothing to u as compared to me... perhaps we were never meant to be... perhaps we were meant to be... hopefully on my part...
perhaps... u are confident and different... open-minded and yet not letting ppl close to u... like sweet compliment but not too much... like to be in control, so i shouldn't challendge... u cherish sweet memories u have in ur life... loving u need me to unique in my way... where have a good background or being successful will be nice... it takes time to win ur heart and i need to be patient... perhaps this is just perhaps...
perhaps i has been on my part for thinking too much... perhaps i was just not good enough... perhaps even if i change myself, things still remain the same... perhpas u didn't even realised that i change myself... perhaps i have been insignificance... perhaps i has been a disturbance...
perhaps ppl might think that i am too obsess... perhaps ppl might think i am a fool... perhaps i am looking silly... perhaps i am mad... perhaps i have bang wall... perhaps this... perhpas that... perhaps u will read this... perhaps u will not...
wat matter is not how much u meant to me... but how much i meant to u... perhaps it really doesn't matter anymore...
perhaps i should forget about it and carry on with my life... if only we could really forgive and forget...
this has been a part of my journey in life... and it will remain as a memory not to forget... when life goes on, life goes on...