About Me Name: Choo Teck Peng
Nick: Apple
Gender: Male
DOB: 01/02/1986
Horoscope: Aquarius
Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much...
Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com
Camp: Hendon Camp
Course: Weapon
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
A
29/11/06 ~ 2200
A was introduced to me by WZ n Ah Boy... they get to noe her through ICE camp... she lives near to them that why they sometimes goes home together...
A is a very sociable and happy person. Quite frequently recently i get to interact with her through going for dinner with Brotherhood along. usually we will chit-chat alot and always till round 10+ to 11+ then go home... and she will always do her sch work while waiting for WZ and Ah boy... quite ke lian... but this is how i get to noe her...
but somehow thinking of it, things doesn't seem so simple... i have the feeling that she like Ah boy, but i dare not ask to confirm it... coz it is too unusual for a gal to always go out with a bunch of guy especially so late into the night... but Ah boy appeared to me that he is not interested in A and he noe that i wanna go after her...
i really hope that he is really not interested in A and not saying that just to stop us from continue saying that he like A... think the problem now is how Ah boy think of A before i can really focus on A... Skin on both side of a hand...
if Ah boy really likes A, i think he has a better chance coz first n fore most is the location they stay... but i won't be giving up so easily until A is attached... ya that wat i think...
den another thing that bothers me is A... especially after she and Ah boy went home together after we had plan to pei DZ for dinner... i noe that A wanna go home early to do her work n Ah boy wish to watch 'monkey king' but y is it u... somehow i feel so betrayed you noe... perhaps i have been thinking too much... things seemed so messed up... nvm... life carries on... for now i will just stick to thinking that i have thought too much... wat happened was that both of you just wanna get home early... it is over... i really felt relieved that i have written it down coz i have really sort out my doubt that been bothering me...
just now asked WZ to pei me to show me how i should go home from A's place if i happened to send her home... but well... WZ went the extra mile to show me where he believed to be A's house... well... thz you... from her house i have two buses to choose from... both needing me to change bus again... it took round 1 hour for me to reach home from her busstop similarly to directly go home from SP... i should take a bus before 11pm if i was to change another that goes off at 11.30pm... otherwise... i will have to take a cab home... not very economical in a long run... i don't mind the distance nor the time... it is the $$ that is the main problem now... i dun noe, perhps it is early for any of us for we are still not financially stable to get into relationship... or am i just finding excuses?
though i agree that if i plan well enough on the budgeting and timing part and not necessary sending her home but i guess i am a 'just go all the way and regret later' person... lol... though i think rationally, i am blind in love... guess once i start, i will really put in all the effort necessary to maintain it...
Been through it... and i noe it is very mind and time consuming... both within and without the relationship to love someone... coz it has already became a part of me... there is no turning back... it has made me miss A time and time again once my mind is free... i am not joking... i miss her because i like her...
