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About Me
Name: Choo Teck Peng Nick: Apple Gender: Male DOB: 01/02/1986 Horoscope: Aquarius Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much... Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com Camp: Hendon Camp Course: Weapon
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
A 29/11/06 ~ 2200 A was introduced to me by WZ n Ah Boy... they get to noe her through ICE camp... she lives near to them that why they sometimes goes home together... A is a very sociable and happy person. Quite frequently recently i get to interact with her through going for dinner with Brotherhood along. usually we will chit-chat alot and always till round 10+ to 11+ then go home... and she will always do her sch work while waiting for WZ and Ah boy... quite ke lian... but this is how i get to noe her... but somehow thinking of it, things doesn't seem so simple... i have the feeling that she like Ah boy, but i dare not ask to confirm it... coz it is too unusual for a gal to always go out with a bunch of guy especially so late into the night... but Ah boy appeared to me that he is not interested in A and he noe that i wanna go after her... i really hope that he is really not interested in A and not saying that just to stop us from continue saying that he like A... think the problem now is how Ah boy think of A before i can really focus on A... Skin on both side of a hand... if Ah boy really likes A, i think he has a better chance coz first n fore most is the location they stay... but i won't be giving up so easily until A is attached... ya that wat i think... den another thing that bothers me is A... especially after she and Ah boy went home together after we had plan to pei DZ for dinner... i noe that A wanna go home early to do her work n Ah boy wish to watch 'monkey king' but y is it u... somehow i feel so betrayed you noe... perhaps i have been thinking too much... things seemed so messed up... nvm... life carries on... for now i will just stick to thinking that i have thought too much... wat happened was that both of you just wanna get home early... it is over... i really felt relieved that i have written it down coz i have really sort out my doubt that been bothering me... just now asked WZ to pei me to show me how i should go home from A's place if i happened to send her home... but well... WZ went the extra mile to show me where he believed to be A's house... well... thz you... from her house i have two buses to choose from... both needing me to change bus again... it took round 1 hour for me to reach home from her busstop similarly to directly go home from SP... i should take a bus before 11pm if i was to change another that goes off at 11.30pm... otherwise... i will have to take a cab home... not very economical in a long run... i don't mind the distance nor the time... it is the $$ that is the main problem now... i dun noe, perhps it is early for any of us for we are still not financially stable to get into relationship... or am i just finding excuses? though i agree that if i plan well enough on the budgeting and timing part and not necessary sending her home but i guess i am a 'just go all the way and regret later' person... lol... though i think rationally, i am blind in love... guess once i start, i will really put in all the effort necessary to maintain it... Been through it... and i noe it is very mind and time consuming... both within and without the relationship to love someone... coz it has already became a part of me... there is no turning back... it has made me miss A time and time again once my mind is free... i am not joking... i miss her because i like her... roughly 2300 - apple was bored @ 12:24 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Monday, November 27, 2006
didn't went to class today i slack all the way though mind thinking of doing my work... but somehow just can't bring myself to it... motivation needed... okie... let see wat is the problem right now... hmmm... i dun noe how to start... then it seemed to me that 24 hour is not enough lol... i hate travelling so far to school... wasting unnecessary time loh... thinking of staying at home tml... then i will sleep till late till 12 and waste the morning... then buying lunch... slack a bit by the time is already 2 loh... luckily not working or else even no mood... normally 5 will need to leave house so 3 hours also dun noe how to use to do work scare like half-half like that... but thinking of it prehaps this is where the actual problem lies... dun noe how to use every seconds available... hmmm... so much to do... okie step a step back and plan you stupid idiot... use ur f***ing brain cells... tonite come out with some rough plan on the mood tml go school develop into proper plan... by nite plan finish drawing... wed start modelling... thur can show lecturers.... wahahaha... i am a idiot that dun plan... ya i should plan... okie off i go... ya... 隐形的翅膀... very nice... go listen... not new song la... but think many of us have just missed a great compose of music... dun really like the way the lyric is written, like wrong choice of words like that... but overall the meaning of song is meaningful... - apple was bored @ 11:53 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
my gal ~ call me if you think you fulfil the requirements The 10 Requirements... and 1 other 1. Height requirement? -100mm ~ +50mm 2. Weigth requirement? no limit... but too boney or oily... haha 3. Nationality? no limit... but speak chinese... 4. Age requirement? -5 years ~ +5 years 5. Character? filial, nice, sporty 6. Sporty or quiet? sporty 7. Dominating or submissive? vary from time to time... okie... i am greedy... both... haha 8. Long or short hair? dun matter... neat will do... 9. Family background? dun noe... roughly the same as mine ba... 10. Skill on bed? WTF... wat kind of qns... 11. Other expectation (Write your own qns...) behavior? crazy gal... as in will do stunning things... cute n feel comfortable with her around... hehe... am i asking too much? - apple was bored @ 1:47 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Surveying myself... with no courtesy from yixian's blog... 1.single,taken or crushing: crushing. 2.are you happy with your life now: ya... but always no money... save up fast... christmas coming... 3.when you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast: no... understanding of her first... ^_^ 4.have you had your heart broken: ya... pain sia... haha... but i survived... 5.do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?: might as well dun start... waste time... 6.would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats you: no... waste time n brain cells... no point 7.have you talk to another person about marriage before: ya... quite a lot ppl... 8.do you want children: ya... population maintainence 9.how many: 2... population maintainence 10.would you consider adoption: unless we are unable to... you noe... 11.if someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know his/her feeling: being good to me? i am insensitive... i prefer just directly tell me... 12.do you enjoy getting into relationship: very tiring and draining but fun... haha... there's pros and cons... 13.be honest, what did you & your ex did: hold hands... hug... that's about all... really... 14.do you believe in first love: my english not good... wat is first love? think i need to noe the ppl first before i decide... 15.are you romantic: will try but no promise 16.do you believe you can change someone: dun think so... i rather get away from him/her if i dun like it... waste time... 17.if you could marry somewhere, where could it be: anywhere... but pls speak chinese... 18.do you easily give up when you're fighting: only if he/she is better... 19:do you have feelings for someone right now: ya... 20:have you wished you had someone, but messed it up: ya... all the time... 21:have you broken a heart: no one told me that yet... so should be no ba... 22:one day, if your best friend falls in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with, what would you do: hmmm... let my love decide... but only if he is better than me... 23:are you missing someone right now: similar to qns 19... so is ya... all the time minus when i am busy and concentrating on something else... - apple was bored @ 4:02 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
隐形的翅膀 - 张韶涵 歌手：张韶涵 专辑：潘朵拉 每一次 都在徘徊孤单中坚强 每一次 就算很受伤 也不闪泪光 我知道 我一直有双隐形的翅膀 带我飞 飞过绝望 不去想 他们拥有美丽的太阳 我看见 每天的夕阳 也会有变化 我知道 我一直有双隐形的翅膀 带我飞 给我希望 Chorus: 我终于 看到 所有梦想都开花 追逐的年轻 歌声多嘹亮 我终于 翱翔 用心凝望不害怕 哪里会有风 就飞多远吧 不去想 他们拥有美丽的太阳 我看见 每天的夕阳 也会有变化 我知道 我一直有双隐形的翅膀 带我飞 给我希望 Chorus 隐形的翅膀 让梦恒久比天长 留一个愿望 让自己想象 - apple was bored @ 3:20 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hi all... for fun... arr.... been playing too much recently... now always no mood to do works... haiz... read some of my coursemates' blogs n notice that all of us is changing, all of us is having our life within and without the boundary of being a poly student... a lot of things has been happening, things changes, people changes. is it a good sign? or a bad sign? 'BUSY-NESS' has been increasing... the things to do always seemed so much... in a recent e-mail by my friend, i was told that the bbq was cancelled... i did not reply... i was sad... think she is sad too.. perhaps it was the only time for us to get together after those months... we might live the same earth at same time... but we are in a different world... with choice or no choice... life goes on... - apple was bored @ 2:17 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
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