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About Me
Name: Choo Teck Peng Nick: Apple Gender: Male DOB: 01/02/1986 Horoscope: Aquarius Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much... Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com Camp: Hendon Camp Course: Weapon
Now playing - Close to You – Carpenters
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
hurt perhaps this is the first ever quarrel wif laopo... monday didn't go as well as planned... (hopefully a bad start have a good ending...) and it all started there... the one that hurt u the most is always the one that matter to u the most... and i noe i hurt ur feeling... i am someone who seldom lie... and that is when being too honest is distasteful... though u know i didn't mean it, it just didn't sound too good to the ear... i thought u are used to it... i just ASS-U-ME... (making an ASS out of U and ME...) to add on to it, i didn't even realise it... i am really sorry... communication is what make relationship last... to know how each other feels, and views things differently... helping us to sees things in others ppl shoes... we need to be reasonable about our expectations on our love 1... hopeing them to strike for better or improvement is good... but are ur love 1 comfortable with YOUR wish? achieving OUR wish is better than attaining YOUR wish... communicate in a calm manner... when things get heated up, give each others some time and space to cool down the heads... be tactful with words... using words are simple and cheap... but yet, sadly, it can be the most powerful weapons anyone can use... lastly, pls communicate... the worst things that could happen is no communication... hurting ppl feeling is better than just close 1 eye... even 2 eyes... coz he/she is someone u are going to spend the rest of ur life with... if u can't stand it now... i doubt u can stand it for the rest of ur life... loving a person is to give and take... yes... i agree... but there is a limit... if you are not going to say it now and do something about it, then forever hold ur silence... loving someone is to love the whole package... be it the person, his/her way of life, circle of fren and family... everything is the words... if u can't change someone to suit urself, then change urself to suit the someone... if still cannot, look for another 1... still cannot, stick to urself... still cannot, eat some worms...(laopo... i think u dun understand the worm part... it is a song... haha... i will sing it for u...) - apple was bored @ 8:16 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
sticky at work... msg her now and then to know how she is doing... then complain to each other about our school and job are... lol... after work... get home to rest abit and prepare to see dear later at nitez... we always sit at our 'love hut' for a while... okie... for at least an hour... but she never say she is tired... then i will see her to the lift and... at home we will chat online... though my connection is always giving me problem... but dear is always patient and wait for my reconnection... and say 'Wheeeeeee'... haha... forever so cute de this gal... sometimes i can't help but feel whether i am being too sticky or not... about the way i do things... is like for me everyday is revolving around my laopo suyun... slowly, it have became a daily rountine for me... coz i wan to spend every moment with her... and it always touches me to know she love my company and appreciate... it make my effort worthwhile... not sure how long it will last... all i know is that wat i have done is all worth it... going to be a month le... going to be 2 monthsle... 6 months soon... and 1 year doesn't seem too far away anymore... 2 years also... lol... for now we are doing fine... though the peacefulness do make me worry sometimes... wondering if we will ce able to survive though a storm if it was to happen... human are never content wif wat they have... give a inch ask for a metre... but i have start to learn to be satisfy with wat i have... the mindset of dun expect anything in return... 没有希望，就没有失望... hence anything u gain or receive in return, be it small or big, become a bonus to u... trust is the word that best describe wat all couples should have on their partners... luckily me and dear have it on each other... wahahaha... think dear trust me more... awww... sweet rite... so... just believe in ur love 1 and dun think too much... or rather dun expect too much... for someone to be and behave like oneself is as hard as to accept ppl for who he/she is... even bad habit can become something special about the person... learn to accept ppl for who they are coz no one is perfect... and everyone is unique... and u will see the beauty of ppl and wat life presents to u... appreciate wat u have lost... cherish wat u have now... and treasure wat u will have in the future... - apple was bored @ 1:24 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
会呼吸的痛 - 梁静茹 在东京铁塔 第一次眺望 看灯火模仿 坠落的星光 我终於到达 但却更悲伤 一个人完成 我们的梦想 你总说 时间还很多 你可以等我 以前我不懂得 未必明天 就有以后 Chorus: 想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落 哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛 遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动 后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛 没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤 那是种多么 寂寞的倔强 你拆了城墙 让我去流浪 在原地等我 把自己捆绑 你没说 你也会软弱 需要依赖我 我就装不晓得 自由移动 自我地过 Chorus 我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的 我的微笑都假了 灵魂像飘浮着 你在就好了 我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么 我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了 能重来那就好了 - apple was bored @ 1:21 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Sunday, October 18, 2009
老婆 - SHE To my only 老婆... CHUA SOO HOON... very understanding and cute 老婆... sayang... haha... 1 more week is a month liao... time spent wif u is never enough... love to have ur presence... love to have ur company... love to hold ur hand... love to see u smilez... simply just love everything about u... okie cya later... my 老婆... 从昨天到今天 还有明天 感谢老天让你 爱的心痛的心 等待的心 因为有你 当初见面的不安彼此探索 也许有点茫然迷惑 朝夕相处才发现这世界中 没有人 比你 朋友姐妹 都已不够来形容 我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容 老婆老婆 我们一起打勾勾 请记得约定的旅程到永久 X 2 lalalala ~~ 朝夕相处才发现这世界中 没有人 比你 朋友姐妹 都已不够来形容 我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容 老婆老婆 我们一起打勾勾 请记得约定的旅程到永久 - apple was bored @ 8:52 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Friday, October 09, 2009
Where'd you go - Fort minor open my playlist and heard this nice song... like the tune... especially the chorus... but not the lyric... =p enjoy... Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs, Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile, But now, you only stop by every once and a while, Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time, With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind, I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way, You can call me if you find that you have something to say, And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For why you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone, I guess I've had it with you and your career, When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it... Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... - apple was bored @ 11:35 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Moody... my mood rule over my thinking... sweet talk is sugar coat... be it true or false... dunnoe wat i am saying... just leave me alone... i hate myself... i will be fine... dunnoe wat i wan... too much explanation... too much understanding... too much trouble... it not easy... it not hard either... take things easy... relax... take things slowly... dunnoe wat i wan... making things seemed so complicated... if things can be black and white... yes and no... hate the in between... coz as good as no answer... might as well dun say... hate doubt... hate possibilty... hate no answer... love to think... but sometimes thinks too much at the wrong time... hate to give excuses... but better than left it as it is... like no answer... hate to guess... but love it if guess rite... human are weird animal... human is an animal... cannot sleep but tired... mind still thinking... so it seemed... guy love the nothing box... not thinking of anything... mouth open... wait for things to happen... so passive... i wonder how... i wonder y... yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky... but all that i can see... is just a yellow lemon tree... i turn my head... up and down... turning ~ turning around... but all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree... apologizing... should i apologize...? should i publish to let u all noe? should i share wif other? might need to explain coz didn't write properly and very writing to urself and dun public-ize is better than writing to the public but have no self... wat ever... can't be bother... - apple was bored @ 3:43 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Dear Galfren Baby Princess XiaoSuYun almost 1 week from the day u agreed to be my galfren... thz for giving me the chance... love u more and more... day by day... u have been a wonderful fren... a fantastic galfren... and i believe the perfect wife in the future... everyday i look forward to talk to u... though i dun have much to say... but u have been very understanding... however, but u have also learn the art of irritating me too... zzz... haha... though annoyed, i can't bear to get mad at u... coz u say u love to see me stress... haiz... i also 认命 le... haha... becoz i love u... still remember the first time i hold ur hand... the moment was great... feeling the connection of our hearts... but i am so scared u cannot take it... haha... no la... it was a sweet moment... sweeter than sugar itself... so sweet that i am proud to walk down the street... wif u by my side... still remember the first time i have ur head on my shoulder... and i smell ur hair... (mushy... but still have to write...) a very short moment... but yet i know i wan to be the shoulder for u to lean on... a place that will always be there... just for u... still remember the first time u bought me a dessert... mango... zzz... i will remember that... the soup is nice... that's all... haha... u are just cute la... still remember the first time u bought me a soy bean drink... it seemed to be lack of surup but yet it is so sweet... sweet wif ur tender love and care for me... knowing that i might be thirsty... awww... be envious ba ppl... every single moments to me is a memories... be it bad or blissing... the above is just examples of time we have shared together wif each other... even a simple thought of missing each other is a memory... coz at that moment in time, i have u wif me... in my heart... - apple was bored @ 9:46 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
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