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About Me
Name: Choo Teck Peng Nick: Apple Gender: Male DOB: 01/02/1986 Horoscope: Aquarius Character: LONER, Serious attitude problem, kawaii, simple-minded person that thinks too much... Email: apple_ah@hotmail.com Camp: Hendon Camp Course: Weapon
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Freedom basically have lost the touch of time... now i have so much freedom that i think i am wasting my life away... though most of my time have been spend working and slping... the rest of time up to me to use... and i spent it on my com... playing kiddies games on facebook... and dota... arr... there got to be more meaning to my life... need to control the urge of uping lvl in game and use it to increase my knowledge instead... recently i'm awe by the things happening around my friends... thz to facebook... (haha... the power of internet... making things accessibile within clicks of the fingers...) one thing for sure... everyone lead a diff set of life... its nice to see ppl grow... especially those that u have known for so long... haha... can't deny the fact we have all grown old... but at least we are still considered to be young... actually i like writing but sadly i am lazy... lol... very contradicting... someone that is even lazy to even do something he like... can see how lazy i am... haha... maybe that y i am still single... lol... too lazy to properly go find a galfren... zzz... hmmm... i think a lot... that y i like writing perhaps... i always want to write down my thought... that y i always have i notebook with me... (of course pencil as well... yes pencil and not pen... i didn't type wrongly... i prefer to write in pencil...) becoz life is beautiful... in the way life bring to u all kind of experience... life is beautiful becoz of time... it is wonderful becoz only for that period in time and space... that particular moment life in front of me is beautiful... and here come my cam... to take down the moment... but i dun bring the cam around wif me... though i dun mind bringing it around... dun noe wat i am saying... mixed feeling... hmmm.... wan to capture the moment but dare not becoz very sensitive sometime... sensitive in the way other ppl will see it... especially taking pictures of human... it will make ppl uncomfortable... imagine ppl out of no where suddenly take pic of me i also dun feel easy... get wat i mean? just too bad for human to be the second beautiful thing after nature... once u start it hard to stop... everytime i write i tend to over-think... and go out of point... hence data keep coming to my head to process into infomation... (next time then i talk about the data and infomation relationship... another interesting topic... that is actually nothing much...zzz) thus, i have more and more to record down in words... nvm... stop now... tml try to make myself write... or rather later... dotz... the weather is warm today huh... going to shower then slp... maybe msg u tml if i am not lazy... topic: committment, data info, love... jot down first... to remind myself to write about it... hopefully i can recall wat i am thinking now about the subject... coz i most probably will forget how i wan to answer the question... coz human views change as time goes by... this is yet another beauty which can be call fickle-minded... STOP.... 3.33am - apple was bored @ 2:50 AM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
lost of memory i actually forgotten how my father look like... someone that i am able to see everyday, someone so close to me by blood... this is the one of the scariest things that could happened in my life... my memory of my father in just a shadow by my side... becoz i always get a glimpse of him wif a corner of my eye... since my eyes is always fixed on the screen in front of me as i play dota, or read mangas... i only know the presence of my father beside me but i didn't look at him... it has been like this day to day for god noe how long prehaps months... it was until today when i went out shopping wif my mother that i finally look at my father face to face... i was stun for a sec for i almost didn't recognise if not for his standard purple polo-tee and light brown short... my parents talked for awhile while i spend some time looking at my father... seeing what age have done to him... i totally fail my duty as a son... to not even remembering his own flesh father... i have taken things for granted... unknowingly missing out details that can be so close to me... father i am sorry... - apple was bored @ 10:48 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
Sunday, August 16, 2009
compromise wat have u done today? if we can make everyday meaningful, we have live our life to the fullest... at least we have minimise regrets when we look back... in life, things don't go the way we want it to be... if we can't change the environment to suit ourselves, we will have to change ourselves to suit the environment... in other word, compromise, the process of give and take. (the net currently have some seriously problem thank to the typhoon in taiwan... said to be the disconnection of a cable in the sea... hence connection will have to be done by passing through more servers or channels...) - apple was bored @ 3:03 PM 0 Comments Post a Comment
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